Will write a longer blog post about my sibling issues when I get home later in the week.
Sent an angst filled email to T at gone midnight last night when I couldn’t sleep – full of fears that I’m no good, I’m everyone’s second best etc.
This is her response.
I love her. I chose her (sort of subconsciously) to teach Little that she is not second best or lacking – and T has taken up that challenge with love and energy. It is so lovely to be reminded that she chooses me, too.